
Claire asks Charlotte for forgiveness
Data obtained by:
Vasara Romeka
Data type:
Text messages
Date:
Data found at:
2012
Pont de Neuilly, Neuilly-sur-Seine, France
Description
It was quite heartbreaking when I found this - Claire begged her girlfriend, Charlotte, for forgiveness. Charlotte being Charlotte, and I don't blame her for this, was not that welcoming.
07:19 — Claire:
baby, please, just...
I beg you. Don't do that.
I love you. I am so sorry, it's not what you think it is.
07:22 — Claire:
getting dressed now
I’M COMING TO YOUR PLACE
we NEED to talk okay
please
just stay there
07:23 — Charlotte:
Why, so you can lie to my face again in HD?
07:23 — Claire:
WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN
I’M TRYING TO FIX THIS 😭😭
you left without saying anything!!
07:24 — Charlotte:
Well, I didn't want to interrupt.
Sorry, didn’t realise I owed a goodbye letter to someone who slept with someone else behind my back
07:26 — Claire:
IT WAS A MISTAKE
I swear to God it didn’t MEAN anything
I was DRUNK and STUPID and I hate myself for it
I LOVE YOU BABY
07:26 — Charlotte:
Yeah. Clearly. You definitely do love me.
07:27 — Claire:
Don’t do this. PLEASE.
I’m coming. I’m almost ready.
You don’t get to just disappear on me like that
I didn’t even sleep, I’ve been crying all night
You LEFT while I was in the shower
07:28 — Charlotte:
Right. So you cheated, then I left, so I AM the bitch. Nice.
07:29 — Claire:
I DIDN’T PLAN IT
It just— I don’t know why I did it
It meant NOTHING and you mean EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING 🥺
PLEASE let me come over
Please let me talk
Face to face
07:31 — Charlotte:
You had your “face to face” time with someone else’s body, didn’t you?
07:34 — Claire:
😩😩
Don’t say that. Please
I messed up
I KNOW I DID
But I need to explain
I’m leaving now, I’m getting on the metro
I’M COMING TO YOU
Don’t block me
Don’t shut me out
07:35 — Charlotte:
I don’t need explanations, Claire. I’m not your priest.
Confess to the mirror or something.
07:38 — Claire:
DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME STILL
or was I just someone to text when you felt lonely
You can’t mean nothing to me overnight
This is TWO YEARS of us
Of you and me and sleepovers and running in the rain and watching you cry when I was sick
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO
07:41 — Charlotte:
Funny how you remembered all that
after unzipping this guy's else’s jeans.
07:42 — Claire:
I WAS DRUNK
He kissed me
I didn’t stop it
I fucked up. I know
I HATE MYSELF FOR IT
but I need you
I want to FIX THIS
WE CAN FIX THIS 😭😭😭
07:44 — Charlotte:
What are we, IKEA furniture?
07:44 — Claire:
STOP
STOP BEING LIKE THIS
YOU’RE BREAKING ME
07:45 — Charlotte:
Welcome to my morning
Try finding out your girlfriend cheated on you before breakfast
Tastes like betrayal and leftover lies
07:49 — Claire:
I’M AT YOUR STREET
I’m coming up
PLEASE just OPEN the door
I’m here
I’m RIGHT HERE
PLEASE
07:50 — Charlotte:
I’m not home.
07:50 — Claire:
YOU ARE
I CAN SEE YOUR WINDOW
I KNOW YOUR CURTAINS
You’re still in your pyjamas, I can bet
Please baby. Please
Talk to me. I will do ANYTHING
07:52 — Charlotte:
Anything?
Great. Start with disappearing. Then after continue with fucking off.
You did quite well at fucking last night, considering the guy in your bed.
07:52 — Claire:
😢
Don’t do this. Not like this
I KNOW I DON’T DESERVE IT
But I can’t breathe right now
I LOVE YOU
I WILL NEVER DO THIS AGAIN
I’M BEGGING YOU
PLEASE LET ME IN
07:54 — Charlotte:
I let you in, Claire.
That’s the whole problem.
07:58 — Claire:
Then let me EARN it back
Let me EARN YOU back
I will wait here all day if I have to
I’m not going anywhere
You’re the ONLY person who’s ever made me feel safe
Don’t take that away from me
08:10 — Charlotte:
Safety isn’t about making someone feel good while you burn them behind their back.
08:11 — Claire:
I made a mistake
I KNOW
But I don’t want to lose you
Not like this
You are the best part of my life
You are my heart
I AM SORRY
08:16 — Claire:
Say something
Please
Anything
Even if it’s to tell me to fuck off again
Just don’t go silent on me
I deserve that at least
08:19 — Charlotte:
You deserve someone who’ll forgive you for this.
That’s not me.
Not today.
08:20 — Claire:
I’m not leaving.
08:21 — Charlotte:
Then enjoy the hallway. The light turns off automatically every 90 seconds.
Make sure you don't remain still.
08:22 — Claire:
😢💔💔💔
I love you
More than anything
Please come down
Just one minute
Let me say it to your face
Let me hold your hand
Even if it’s for the last time
08:23 — Charlotte:
No.
08:24 — Claire:
I’M NOT GIVING UP
I’ll wait
I’ll wait until you change your mind
08:25 — Charlotte:
Good luck with that.
Hope you brought snacks.